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you say "forget me" like i have a choice
i don't get to choose my love
i don't get to choose it
if souls were binded that's just how it is
but i think that i'm broken
i'm still broken

and it's been a few months now
is this the new normal?
my plain white
my standard
no more colours in my eye

i wish i'd told you you looked graceful
every day
my muse
my compass
no wonder i'm so lost

and i just wish i could undo it
i just wish i wasn't powerless
and i just want to be okay
and it's way too much to feel
i just wish this wasn't real
just want to cry myself to death
fuck everything
just let me drown in this

and i just fucking hate how it went
i just fucking regret every time i showed teeth
throw me to the wolves
don't let me near another person again
oh what's the point?
oh what's enough?
i can't bring myself to wonder it

and i'll try to get better but i don't know if i will
cause i thought i knew love
but then i met you
guess you could say you fucked me up
was it better when i didn't know anything?
was it better then?

and i'll try to get better but i don't know if i will
cause i thought i knew love
but then i met you
guess you could say you fucked me up
was it better when i didn't know anything?
was it better then?

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from beauty from chaos (deluxe), released September 16, 2022

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I am a Producer / Composer from Hertfordshire, UK. I create all kinds of different music. Here you can preview and download all my releases under all my different projects.

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